Mar 1, 2006

My head hurts and I feel bitchy. I have to go to work tomorrow and just feel disgusted. Tried to play my video game with The Cutie on-line and burst into tears after dying 4 times consecutively. In my mind kept thinking - can't I do anything right?!

Geez.

Even my posts have been lame. I'm not expressing myself the way I want to. I'm not telling my story. I'm not communicating what I want to say. The thoughts, the feelings. Maybe I am a nothing.

3 comments:

JM said...

As always, your posts have been very expressive, even if they haven't come off the way you might have intended them. Sometimes it's just very cathartic to put it out there, no matter how it comes out. Hang in there, it's easy to let frustrations get you down when they constantly pummel you. I'm guessing that you will find the strength within to get you through this rough patch.

IB said...

As always, you are a comforting and kind voice! Thank you so much for your support JM!

SeaKitty said...

"maybe i am nothing."

think about this statement.


ha ha. seriously, you're the best. now cut it out.