some progress

Big promotion. now in a field that makes sense for me, is meaningful, is challenging, and sufficiently impressive. went to a conference in chicago this last week. 

but he's still sick.  he went off his meds and is slipping.  there was an incident yesterday and it was ugly.

i was so fulfilled and excited on my way home. and now today, everything is again gray.

tomorrow back to work.  i don't want to go.