but don't think that's realistically going to happen. It takes just thinking of it and I start crying. What did I do wrong? I didn't do anything wrong! Obviously he just didn't like my personality enough to keep me around. But what was he basing the judgment on? He never spoke more than a few words to me - rushing around stressed and angry and blustery. It's not fair. I deserved to stay there. I worked so hard. I did such a good job. I did a GREAT job. His Assistant (my coworker) LOVED me, she said she told him and the HR director, that i was "perfect" and an asset to the school. So then...... what happened? Did she betray me?
I'm
so
hurt.
We're going to a doggie meetup in a few minutes. I don't want to anything. I don't want to feel. At least I haven't been using food to drown out the feelings. For that I am feeling proud of myself. I will get though this. I think. I want to turn it into something positive. I'LL SHOW THEM!!
I'm going to show them!!! I'll come back and visit in my wildly sucessful new person, devastingly drop-dead gorgeous, glowing with joy, radiating confidance and driving a bad-ass corvette.
Effers.
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