49. Spent almost exactly a year at the ashram. Magnificent, tragic, expansive, filled with depth and beauty sweetness and pettiness, disappointment, upliftment, confusion and contradiction. Met Isa. Gained Radhaji and Yehnemsahji. Ramana Maharashi. GurujiBramanada. Introduced and elaborated upon ways of being during this Earth School time that resonated. Felt like home.
And now, I am "home" on the other coast, living in the home of my Mom. In this moment, feeling quite depleted. Limited. Constricted. Angry. Hopeless.
