Mar 29, 2005

I want to to be of value. Special? I don't know. At very least I want to be bigger than my now tiny tiny useless life. Maybe i'll develop a piece of that with d ance? I leave this Saturday for a month to go find out.

2 comments:

JM said...

I feel your pain, but sometimes when you look too hard for the answers, that's when they are the hardest to find. Good luck on your quest, and your trip!

IB said...

Yes, i do think i sometimes (often?) look way too hard. I'm sure its particularly exacerbated now since i have soooooo much time on my hands. I worry that i worry, and fear that i fear and obsess on happiness to the point that it makes me unhappy. A twisted mental vortex, if you will. Worst of all would be creating conflict for the sake of conflict. God i hope i don't do that!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, thanks for the feedback! Good to see you again.

=)

Indigo