I want to to be of value. Special? I don't know. At very least I want to be bigger than my now tiny tiny useless life. Maybe i'll develop a piece of that with d ance? I leave this Saturday for a month to go find out.
I feel your pain, but sometimes when you look too hard for the answers, that's when they are the hardest to find. Good luck on your quest, and your trip!
Yes, i do think i sometimes (often?) look way too hard. I'm sure its particularly exacerbated now since i have soooooo much time on my hands. I worry that i worry, and fear that i fear and obsess on happiness to the point that it makes me unhappy. A twisted mental vortex, if you will. Worst of all would be creating conflict for the sake of conflict. God i hope i don't do that!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, thanks for the feedback! Good to see you again.
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I feel your pain, but sometimes when you look too hard for the answers, that's when they are the hardest to find. Good luck on your quest, and your trip!
Yes, i do think i sometimes (often?) look way too hard. I'm sure its particularly exacerbated now since i have soooooo much time on my hands. I worry that i worry, and fear that i fear and obsess on happiness to the point that it makes me unhappy. A twisted mental vortex, if you will. Worst of all would be creating conflict for the sake of conflict. God i hope i don't do that!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, thanks for the feedback! Good to see you again.
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Indigo
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