Jul 7, 2015

AM I BI-POLOAR?!

I mean,


WHAT.



the F U C K.



is WRONG with me?



Thank god sleep finally came!  At least for a few hours before getting up now to take D to the pain doctor at 4.   That fucking doctor.   I wonder what he'll have to say about our ER visit last week, that fucker.   That FUCKER!


My thoughts!  My head!   The weird racing anxiety.  The restlessness and general weirdness.    The crazy!   The impulsive privatization here, and sudden invitation to Chemda.


WHAT.


the


F        U       C      K


was happening??????????


Am I crazy?   That was crazy?

omg!


God I'm tired.   I'll bring this computer and try to work on my life outline in the car.  I hope I'll be able to think straight enough to do it.   

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