Okay 3 days down, 1 to go until the weekend. Whatever that means. I blew yesterday too. Went home at 11am (from here at work) watched "Ghost Dog" by recommendation of Greg which was a big mistake. (That's what I get for listening to Greg, the last living Neanderthal.) It was way too violent for me. Anyway, then, as usual, my little cat nap ended up as an all-night affair. What's wrong with me. I feel like such a loser. This "free-time" stuff is really not turning out well at all.

I think I've had an ear fungus for the past 6 months. But I don't feel like going in to have it fixed. Oh yeah, & I probably should the cavities filled that I've had for years, but some reason I barely take care of myself at all... Even taking my contacts out at night or brushing my teeth seems a monumental chore.... When I complete them I sing with delight. Maybe I should get meds like my therapist suggests? I think I'll keep taking the HTP stuff for a while and see if that turns me into a whole new human being. Keep your fingers crossed!