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  1. fabricated a threat of Iraqi weapons of mass destruction,
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  3. has threatened aggression against the Republic of Iran absent any real
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Indigo, remember

Give love to be loved.

Brainstorming?

I must find a direction; hobby, sport, excercise routine, fulfilling job, a dam goal, something to work towards.  I need a path.  Somewhere to go, something to do.  Why am I sitting still night after night?  Trudging off to a "toxic" (wink to jm), taxing, soul-stealing job day after day.  Particularly because there's probably so many things that i could enjoy.  I do worry about spending time away from The Cutie.  I need to come home right away to take the Doggie out and make sure they both have something to eat, although I'm not a particularly good provider in that department anyway.  Also, I worry all day about his pain level, his sugar levels, and generally his state of mind and want to make sure he's okay.  And then, by the time I get home we really only have a few hours before it's bedtime again.  On the other hand, when I think about it, does it really make so much of a difference if I'm there?  Maybe not always.  Most of the time we aren't interacting too much because he's on the computer or watching tv, and I'm sitting behind him with this laptop on my lap.   We do fit it some laughter and driveby hugs as one of us grabs a soda from the fridge and that sort of thing, but that's often it.   A know too he'd encourage me get out and do something.  I'm sure I'd be happier.  But feel guiltier?  I would feel so guilty!  But why?   Because I know he's stuck at home -  miserable and in pain?  What right do I have to leave him.  It's not right.  Not being able to concretely help him in any way is... is.... well it's torture.   I can't stand it.   It makes me feel so useless and inadquate.  Why can't I make the pain go away?
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And this is where I often get stuck.  But this post began to brainstorm ways for me to improve myself/my state of mind, and that is what I will get back to.   It's all such a jumbled mess.  Everything is out of order in my mind.  I don't know where to start.  I don't know what to do or what I want.  So let me start at the beginning with a list of things that make me happy, that sound interesting or fun, or things that might be fun to do.


Grad School?
Massage Therapy
Expressive Arts Therapy
Organizational Psychology

Take Classes for Health?
Martial Arts
Salsa
African

Take Classes for enjoyment?
Singing
Guitar
Film
Acting

Give classes?
I.nd.i.an d.anc.e?

Other things that sound like fun but i feel too guilty/unmotivated to do
call friends"
travel
sightsee manhattan
go to a broadway play
can't think of anything else!!!  i'm stuck!


Things that I should do and will make me feel better but am procrasting/feel blocked from doing- which makes me feel terrible:
cleaning/organizing the studio
laundry
taxes
walk the doggie
brush the doggie's teeth
find the doggie's toothbrush
make doctor appointments - optometrist/dermatologist/general checkup/gynecologist
see a psychologist - that specializing in eating disorders preferrably
find a psyc for the Cutie
cook

holy cow, my very first entry with my portable cell phone fold up
keyboard. let the coolness begin. (all thanks to princess seakitty
for turning me on to the concept. and by the way, are you still out
there? I lost your site! and how is the litle one? growing like a
weed?)) JM, I found your comments to be wonderful and I reflected
quite a lot on them. thank you. and thanks for those few who still
read me despite me sporatic, far between posts. that's terribly
humbling and an honor.

Pleasures of Him

Brushing the hair from my face
Standing behind me and wrapping his arms around me
Making each other laugh
Breaking into song

mediocre life
mediocre person

Deadwood Lines

convey my joy
and tell him numerous scores awaits

soft fuckin day
morning crop ear

is he about?

cease fortune by the forlock

say your piece or get the fuck out

i hope you commend my words to him

i contemplate a piece of activity

when can i expect a favorable response?

from this point forward i'll hand that... person

deceptively fair weather given the devastating rumors

more conviction

may i install your luggage in one of our better rooms?

about 50 yards as a bird flies

to whom shall i assign the room?

thought that position is largely ceremonial. no the position is real

it seemed that in the aftermath of his disappearance that you choose different companions

such moonlight treachery being the stealthy hallmark of

that's of no personal interest to me or anyone in this town

i don't want to hear it spoken of again because it darkens my thoughts

It is no disloyalty to be a realist. It is not loyalty betrayed. I feel exposed. I don't like being weak and i know i am. I fear what I'm capable of - where as you Richardson know nothing of yourself. Are you shitting or going blind?  Are you running or on horseback?  Careful of the shephards pie.

Said he to you while he doing the same?

okay - allright

lays there and shivers and stares at nothing

the current quickened and the waters muddied

your meaning is beyond me

peril

the camps at peril. worse than peril

wonderful kind intuitive generous

Things I Want To Learn

Massage Therapy
Dnc
Martial Arts
Drumming
Guitar
MIDI recording/composition
Web Design
Creative Art Therapy
Photography
Auto-mechanics
Spanish
Hindi
Screenwriting

Hello and first of all, thank you so much for this generous service as well as your time and help. I truly appreciate your participation in such a noble and nurturing cause, and am grateful to have stumbled upon you as such things are difficult if not impossible to discuss in my daily life. As you know, the stigma and fear attached to depression compounds the alienation surrounding already difficult feelings... I'm left wondering - where to turn? How do I distinguish between true depression and simply feeling under the weather? How seriously do I take myself? Is it worth your time for me to email you? I don't know. But I do somehow feel compelled to reach out as I crave some semblance of relief from this despair - this sense of hopelessness and lack of self. I crave comfort. Help. And am unsure where to turn. Or actually, am without resources I suppose. I 'd love to seek therapy but have neither health insurance or the the money. I'd speak to a friend but am disconnected and fatigued. Regardless, I will continue pushing on, though to be honest, I often feel completely deflated inside. Adrift in the middle of a lonely sea.

Thanks again for hearing me.

It means alot.

bored

is my life wasted?

i could cry.

i could cry right now.

right here at my desk.

an idiot. bafoon.  the maturity of a 5th grader.  socially strange. passive agressive. inconsistant and hypocritical.  mean-spirited and cloaked in fake niceties. i do not like her. she makes our lives hell.

who am i becoming

am i turning into a jerk?

 

i'm not sure if i care what people think of me anymore

 

i'm not sure i care about appearing "nice"

 

work is really wearing on me

 

i am tired of the these unrealistic arbitrary unfair demands

 

covering for others who are not held responsible - working 2-3 times harder than others because they are not held accountable - because they are talking all day on their cell phone - because they walk away on their desks for extended unnaccounted for breaks - because they blatantly ignore students and phone calls and they are left standing standing standing unless i alone acknowledge/help them 

 

i am so frustrated

 

i have been feeling trapped in here

 

put out many resumes with little/no response

 

what's next? what do i do now? how do i get out of here? what will i make of my life? where am i going

 

 

Another trip to the ER at 3:00am this morning. A lapse in his insurance for 3 days and his pain patch ran out. A pain level of 7 on the Cutie scale, but I'd estimate a 10 on normal human scale. Terrible! We waited for 3 hours before the 60 second doctor visit. 2 pain pills there, and 2 to go and call your doctor. Not very satisfying, not too much relief for him. A fast acting shot was what was really needed. Not having to wait yet another 1/2 hour for a mediocre lessening of long-lasting agony. During all of it, as usual, he kept his sense of humor,and dignity. How does he manage the way that he does? How does one trudge on day after day when so tyrannized? I admire him. I love him. I want him to feel better. I don't want him to hurt. I to find him an answer and make it go away. It breaks my heart.

i'm so tired

exhausted really
working way way too much
midnight then 10:30 then 10:00 tonight 8:00   - and never extra pay
makes me so mad - makes me furious!  but i've sent out about 10 resumes this week.
i really fear losing my mental health if i don't make a move quick

 

I have to admit, there's so much about my job that is miserable - mainly the LoonyBossLady. But nonetheless, I'm not okay with allowing myself to be the reactive, high-strung, frustrated person I often find myself being. Not being defensive while being continually attacked is a challenge that I need to meet. How do I do that? How do I relax despite unfair, senseless hostility? Not sure yet, but I need to find a way because in the big scheme of things, this is so extremely small potatoes. I once thought that something like this silly job would be no challenge at all. But I so often feel like I lost myself somewhere. Where is the balance, the wisdom that I think I may have had? (for a period)

I wish I had any/all of my things that I left in Hawaii in some guys garage do remind me of who I was. I think I'd find inspiration. I think I'd feel reconnected to who I was and things I could be proud of.

Meanwhile, I'm feeling gun ho about regaining physical health. In the 1st year with the cutie, I inadvertently lost 50 pound through practicing intuitive eating, expressing my emotions, keeping a food journal, identifying my hunger levels and stopping when I was full. In the 2nd year (I just discovered after weighing myself at my folks house over the holiday) I gained 30 again! That's sad. And with an impending wedding (GASP), I feel a renewed commitment to getting it together for myself, and us. So, today after work I bought a nifty healthy cookbook, a pedometer, a lunchbox/Tupperware to bring food to work, and a blank dated book to use as a food journal. I'm ready! I must admit, even though I'm completely anti-diet, starting one is something that I've been contemplating. But ultimately, I believe going on a diet will be counter productive and cause me to backslide into food obsession and self-hate. So, unless I change my mind, I can always reserve this as a future option if I I could handle a diet without triggering myself/binging/etc. Meanwhile I'll do the aforementioned which seem worthwhile too. More so even!

OMG

This is so HARD to write/type/blog with this TV on. I can't hear my thoughts! I can't focus. I forget what I've said by the end of the sentence. What am I going to do? I'd like to start blogging again as a part of my therapeutic journey, but the Cutie never turns it off! The only quiet time that I can think of would be weekend mornings before he is awake. I did recently splurge and by myself a TREO. I did so with a prominent motivation to someday start blogging with a portable keyboard like the one Seakitty uses. I think its such a cool idea. And now I even have a few FAT purses that would accommodate it... I can't quite justify the 100 bucks yet though..... Does anyone know of somewhere cheaper?

When I think about it, I think blogging was a crucial element to my healing/growth.

I want to change my life

I want to be a better person

i want to be healthy

i want to lose a hundred pounds

i want to be patient, and loving and good

i want to love people.  i want them to feel loved and then in turn to love

i want life to be a better for us to all to live

i want us to feel hope

i want to feel hope

i want to see through a child's eyes now and again

the cutie propsed on xmas day

in front of my family!

he proposed!