Time is passing fast though we are "doing" nothing. Nothing at all. Haven't been out of the studio for 3 days save the walk down the street to pick up our takeout pasta tonight. That makes for several consecutive months of being together 24/7. A significant transition from being so alone for so many years.
Its a strange time/space we're in now. If it wasn't for the label on my birth control pills, i'd have no idea what day it is! How long will this last, this odd existance, and how strange will it be when it changes? (IE: When we get jobs and he's feeling better.) Will our lifestyle alteration dramatically affect our relationship in the abscense of constant undivided Us Time? Will we appreciate each other more, or less? And similarly, when will we go to Spain? What will it be like to return from 3 months of Europe? Who will we be as a couple in 6 months, a year, a decade?
Many unknowns.
But it's ok, we're taking it one step at a time.
The weather has turned abruptly and i felt it zinging my nose and cheeks walking down the street tonight. Or, at least, it feels abrupt having just left 5 years of summer while living in Hawaii. I was terribly alarmed when it dropped below 75. And now 45 is an entirely new reality! The charred, crispy smell evoked childhood memories of trick-or-treating and falling colored leaves. I liked it.
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