Sep 30, 2014

10 Years of Indigo-Blues?

So, it's been a couple years.

Time is crazy.  Time is SO crazy man.

I started this in 2004?  That's what the archives on the border of this page say.  Can that be true?

10 years?  10 years?!

Crazy.

I turned 40 this year.   Am I the same person as when I began this blog?   How will my writing compare?    I'd have to guess that I'm a little less naive today then when I started.
A little harder.  
A little more resigned to 'what will be will be'.  
I'm avoiding saying 'cynical', but, in all truth, my awareness of moments of bitterness worry me.  I don't want to become a cliche.  Angry, old, ugly, childless fat lady.  Is that me?   Perhaps.   In my mind.  Sometimes.  But it's all a state of mind.  And I work diligently on staying present, and hopeful, and activated in my own life, even if it's in just the tiniest of ways.  Other times, in my mind, I am light and vibrant, optimistic and connected, and generally filled with awesome.

Can't type much more now - due to MIXED COMPANY... ha.  but.  perhaps i'll be back soon.  perhaps i'll visit more often?  Perhaps i'll fire up the ol' blogging kiln?    It's certainly a different blogging landscape today in 2014 then 2004.  I would be SHOCKED if a single person saw and read this.  But that's ok.  I'm not here for attention.   I'm here for.....

me?




No comments: