Feb 19, 2023

Fuck You Kevin.

You fucked up.  I know this statement will come as a shock to you, and that's the worst part.  And had it just been one thing - i might call and try to resolve.  However, it wasn't.   Multiple fucked up things.  I wish to break it off.  

How dare you spring that shit on me?  I didn't agree to that. You didn't ask me until it was already confirmed. I cried before we arrived, and still you put your needs before mine. Why?  Why was it so important? Why the urgency/?  You need her approval?  Why?  What does she have to do with you and I?  

one.  

Two. 

you fucking asshole.  do you recall me telling you i wasn't feeling ready to date?  that i had ptsd?  recovering from trauma?  you said we could be friends?  remember how i said i wanted to go to the doctor?  remember how you said you just wanted to spend time together?  just give me a hug?  develop intimacy?  

you booked a hotel and laughed, what did you ezpect?  (we were in a hotel)

well, why DID you book it?  did i ask you?  what was the urgency?  because you were disspaointed your trip was canceled?  so?  so that meant obviously we would have sex?  

fuck you kevin.  seriously.  you can't believe i'm saying this? your shocked?  see what i mean? fuck you. 

why didn't i say something, right?  you asked me, right? 

well, why do YOU think.  

why don't you answer that yourself. 

you love games, right?  

see if you can figure the rest of this out on your own. 

not investing any more energy.