The Years Keep Creeping On

I'm 37??????!!!  How can that be??!   It doesn't seem right.  What does it mean?  That number seems far to big.  Look at me.  Still here, with the same sophomoric rants and egocentric laments.   I don't act or feel like what i think should be 37.   When someone on tv is revealed to be 37, I am shocked - they look so old - but they're just like me?!   So perplexing. Figuring out how and who to be.   Mold myself into what I believe to be appropriate age 37 behavior?    I think I may be intellectually stunted.