Year Audit Reflection
The Highs
No specific victories or accomplishments noted yet
Growth & Learning
- Fully committed to Odissi dance, currently in Orissa, training intensively.
- Personal growth through daily dance, weight loss, overcoming social fears, healing PTSD, and maintaining a positive mindset.
- Developed self-awareness, reprogramming, and mental redirection.
The Lows
- Menopause symptoms (hot flashes, sleep issues, anxiety, physical pain).
- Emotional struggles, particularly in a challenging family environment.
- Recognized deep-rooted personal programming and the need for safe, supportive spaces.
- Would have preferred more solitude and time at the beach.
Relationships
- Influential figures: Vicki, Carol, Lucretzia, Maryum, Lingaraj, Darcy, Gary/Leonidas/Sue.
- Working on opening up and engaging more.
- Realized fear had led to social withdrawal, making re-engagement painful but necessary.
Work & Career
- No major career milestones.
- Engaged in social adaptation, returning to Odissi, driving a bus, and leading groups on the bus.
- Unclear direction for future skill development.
Experiences
- Moved to Orissa, drove a bus, met and studied under Lingaraj.
- Explored international travel, barista work, and bus driving.
- Regrets not incorporating a structured fitness program.
Favorites
- Loved attending Odissi performances in Orissa.
- Enjoyed visiting restaurants and beaches on Whidbey Island.
- Wants to spend more time with key relationships and spiritual communities.
Key Takeaway: Major personal growth and transformation through Odissi dance, but challenges with health, emotional struggles, and career direction remain. Prioritizing self-care, safe environments, and deepening connections could help sustain progress.
